You have had your fill of me

even if this is temporary, it's been nice forgetting about you.

in other news, one of the reasons why i love this woman:

end right where we began

i am going to get a good sleep this evening.
then tomorrow, it is back to my regularly scheduled programing.

i might bake.

he don't suspect a thing

today, i bought a gogo's vinyl for only $1.99.
tonight, i almost stepped on a snail after babysitting.

goodbye july.

some faith would do me good

it has been quite a bit since i have been here.

i want to write a lot, but i have had the worst headache since about 2pm.

but i'm still here.
i'm still alive.
sort of.

don't you know i thought of you

life has been pretty nuts lately.

ups. downs. inbetween.

but at least that means that things aren't boring?



this song has nothing to do with anything really, i just love it and i forget how much i love jaymay & this album until i pick it up again or a song comes up on my shuffle. you can literally hear me in the beginning of the recording say "i love this song." i've heard them sing it together twice & it never gets old to me.




the next show she has up in new york is on my birthday.

phooey.

you gotta shake it out

broken and broken.

pfft. whatever.

feels like a tourist

i wish i was eloquent.

all of both and none of one

i need to practice self control.

i also need a new song in this piece. while jessi is great, christmas has been over for way too long to keep that here. it is like the christmas lights are still up on my house...oh wait, they are. but we don't actually turn them on so it isn't too bad.

by night fall tomorrow, there will be something new playing.

with music you don't need

because i've been posting pictures lately
& since all i've wanted to do lately is cry

here is another from a site i haven't visited in ages


dinner tonight will hopefully make me feel better.

a meeting of minds

no katharine, no.

your life is still switched on

"Don't be a pussy. Commit."

when i was driving home today, there was some guy on the road with his directional on. i wasn't sure if it was left on by accident or it was because he was trying to change lanes. then i saw him start to drift from the lane we were in into the next one. you could then tell that he wasn't sure about if it was ok to do so, so he switched back into our lane. i think eventually he made it over to where he wanted to be. but out loud, all i could say was the above statement.

and then i kind of started to drift my thoughts to myself. i want to change myself. but i feel like at this point in my life it is hard. i am busy with school and work but other than that my life is pretty empty. and i don't have the time to actively try and fill it. i am really looking forward to graduating. not only to be done with school, but to have my life open up. i feel really overwhelmed with my life as is. i'm packed full of things to do but in a way so not motivated to do any of them. i want to be done so my life can feel real...because right now i feel like a fake version of myself.

tell it like you still believe

in the 20 min home tonight, i listened to the beginning of damien rice's O, which killed me. and then when i came i took my guitar and played as much of the record as i could realistically accomplish, which made me murder myself.

i wish i could play this record like he does and be able to make it my own.

tonight 'delicate' took on new meaning
tonight i realized that it is/i am useless

it's times like these i was into drinking heavily
cheers darlin'...

i am not permanent

i know.
it doesn't really matter anymore
but then again it is all that does.



the only thing i'm looking forward to is 9/24
a night in philly with becca seeing kevin


it is a chunk of time in my life
i know will always make me happy

they really didn't want us around

oh and i talk way too much
shut up katharine, shut up

all the birds fly south

i can search the internet all i want...

but i'm still here
i'm still pathetic
and i'm still alone



i'm going to get my ipod out of my car, put
on some music & try to sleep my life away