oh the places you'll [never] go

there are times when i am in my car and i just want to drive & keep driving.

[imagine the whole two big paragraphs of words that were here before i came back and deleted them]

i'm going to be 25 in two weeks and i feel like i'm nowhere. and not that someone needs to be 100% by my age, but i am just tired of who i'm not.

i feel like there is something in me that is screaming to get out. but the older that i get the more i think that it isn't ever going to.