if i held you tightly

"damn dude. you can't catch a break" - helen
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i had this whole great idea of what i was going to say here. i even sat here fora while and typed up a couple lines. then i put my headphones on, laid on my bed & listened to music (neutral milk, wilco, tori amos, jeff buckley) for 3+ hrs.

hana said it sounded peaceful.
that is better than the depressing spin one could take on it.