Wednesday, June 24, 2009

the cars don't stop

i was on the subway on saturday night & one of my friends says out of nowhere "everyone here is an alpha female except for kat." i wanted to respond in a way that would have proven i was strong.

but i had nothing.

i have thought about this statement at least twice a day since she said that. i want to think of a way that i could prove jenn wrong. but i dont' have any. i wake up every morning telling myself that this is going to be the day that i am stronger, that this is going to be the time when i reject that weak thought that would have ruined me 24 hours ago.

but it never is.

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