much too hard to cope

it is currently 4:10am.
I have to be up by 6:30am.

I’ve been roaming around the Internet for the last 4+ hours. mostly meaningless, probably pointless.

now I’m listening to the new amsterdams and not sleeping.


it was an interesting day. it is good to know I have people I can talk to about things, be it text, face to face or over the phone. it is far better to be honest than to hold things in. I did that for far too many years.